Round 10

[quincy]

My plan worked.


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MY PLAN WORKED. WOAHHHH!!!! sorry but that is so fucking awesome. Maaaaaaaaaaybe I complicated my game a little bit and yeah, I could have gotten the same result in a simpler manner but I DON'T CURR at this point. It was fun, and I feel so powerful for singlehandedly choosing who was eliminated in the last two Judgements.

Stephenie was a tough competitor and I'm glad she's gone. Very sneaky, many connections, playing all sides, telling everything to everybody.... I couldn't keep her here.

And now I just need 6 (or 5 if Luca doesn't go to TC) to have a majority. I want TESS gone.

She's an annoying bitch, a backstabbing fake-ass snake and now that I'm controlling this game, I'm deciding that she's gone. You wanna go after my ally? You wanna make a fool out of me? Just GTFO.

That's why I knocked her out. And that's why she'll be gone this TC. more latah

[quincy]

At this point, as I've said, I wanna make sure Tess is gone this TC. For this reason, we need two things:

- 5 votes. With Luca exiled, and 9 people voting, that's the majority. I'm pretty sure Gloria will be with me and so will Jessica. And if Jessica is with me, it'd mean Vincent and Perry are too.
- Making sure Gloria doesn't go crazy with her idol. She's said a couple of times that she wanted to blindside somebody with the idol, and not just use it on her like that. If she wants Jessica gone for example, she might just idol Tess of all people like that.

One other thing I gotta make sure is that Beau doesn't freak out again (yeah, JUST THAT).

Maaaybe Jessica should go though. I gotta talk about it with Gloria and Luca. Because F9 will be hard, as Luca/Gloria/Beau/Myself have a clear final 4. So we've gotta make sure the 5 others don't gang up on us.

[quincy]

Ugh, this vote will be hard. Nobody but Perry is in chat and we all need to talk about this vote. And let's face it, talking to Perry is like talking with a 4 year-old child. He keeps saying he wants to "eliminate the idol". It makes no sense and I don't think he understands how this game even works. *meow* *meow* *slap* *slap*

I do feel unsure of my safety here because nobody is here to discuss this vote and I won't be here before 9 tomorrow to talk more (EXTENSION PLEASE).

I still do want Tess gone but I think old Napa might want to eliminate her now and if these 4 are doing it, I don't think I'll oppose myself. However, I think it'd be stupid cause then Wyatt and Tess are given all the power at the final 9. Ugh.

I'll PM people, I'll try to make sure Tess goes... But if I can't, I'll vote for Jessica because I might be in danger here. You know, Gloria wants to make A BIG MOVE so if she idols Tess and Tess/Wyatt voted for me, I'm screwed.

[quincy]

23:42 [Quincy] Hey
23:44 [Quincy] so Perry, what are you thinking for this vote?
23:48 [Perry] hi
23:49 [Perry] gloria
23:49 [Perry]  
23:50 [Quincy] She'll play the idol on herself though
23:56 [Perry] oh snap
23:56 [Perry] why is that?
23:57 [Quincy] It's the last time she can play it.
23:57 [Quincy] So I'm assuming that she'll play it on herself
23:58 [Perry] oh
23:58 [Perry] thats awfully early to have to use it
23:59 [Quincy] Yeah so we have to take that into consideration.
23:59 [Quincy] Do you think you'd agree to eliminate Tess?
00:03 [Perry] no
00:03 [Perry]  
00:04 [Quincy] why not?
00:04 [Quincy] what do you suggest?
00:05 [Perry] she's the only black woman left


THIS is a conversation with Perry

[quincy]

I convinced Gloria to go after Tess. I think I'll be ok. I really want to get all cocky right now... But I'll wait for after Judgement because I'll feel like a fool if I'm blindsided on that note.

[Host]

Hey there! Just a few questions...

1. Who do you trust the most?
2. Who is the biggest threat to you?
3. What is your ideal Final 3? Do you think you can achieve it?
4. What is your strategy from the Final 9 on if this round goes your way?

[quincy]

So Tess is history. The snake will get a taste of her own medicine. I'm actually telling her I'll vote against Jessica. Is it "unnecessary lying" as Hannah said? I don't think so. It's pretty much what Laura did when Hope was eliminated. I KNOW I'm on Tess' radar so giving her the impression that I'll vote wih her so she won't throw her vote at me. It's my insurance
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1. Who do you trust the most?

Luca is the person I trust the most overall. We tell each other everything, I think, including doubts of our fellow ally, Gloria. He the only one I know I can trust 100%. However, I'm personnally planning his demise so I hope it's not reciprocated. As tough as it'll be, letting Luca make the F3 is a huge mistake and sitting next to him would be suicide.

I also believe Beau would never vote against me, and I'm pretty sure I can trust him with that. However, we have different strategies and priorities so I can't trust that he'll vote the way I want him to vote.

2. Who is the biggest threat to you?

Tess is. She's a great challenge competitor, a very good social player and a keen strategist. And, just like I am gunning for her, she's got her eyes on me.

3. What is your ideal Final 3? Do you think you can achieve it?

I want Beau there and preferably another goat, whether it's Wyatt, Yvette or Perry, I don't really care. And I think it can be done. One round at a time.

4. What is your strategy from the Final 9 on if this round goes your way?

Final 9 s the time to let Jessica go. She's been useful but if we let her in the F7, she'll start getting way more threatning than beneficial. So at F9, Vince and Jessica maybe. And then at 7, I'll need to make a move and eliminate one of my closer allies which will be hard and I'm not sure if I can do this yet. But it's in my best interest.

[quincy]

TESS OR JESSICA?

I still don't know. I think both of them are with me at this point. Or neither is. Everybody is playing all sides.

[quincy]

Jessica particularly is playing all sides and Gloria wants her out. I can't oppose myself too much since I'm not here tonight -_-
So we'll go with the safe vote and eliminate Jessica. She would have gone next TC anyway.

[quincy]

I'm devastated. I just want to creep into a hole and die.

[quincy]

This is the Kübler-Ross model, better known as the five stages of grief. Now I'm at #4, depression, and it might last a while. Why the fuck am I getting to attached to this fucking game? It doesn't make sense. it really is just a game.

#1 - Denial - I told myself I was ok with my elimination. That it "really is just a game". That I can get over it like that. None of that shit is true.

#2 - Anger - I really am angry.
- At these stupid motherfucking deadlines. I COULDN'T BE HERE MUCH IN THESE 22 HOURS OR WHATEVER. I tried so hard to be here as much as I could. But when no one is there, you can PM people and all but it won't change jackshit.
- At Tess who,s such a fucking snake. Can I call her a cunt? I don,t care I am anyway. I VOTED AGAINST JESSICA THIS ROUND TO PROVE HER I WAS WITH HER. She's a fucking phony fake-ass bitch who deserves the biggest backstab ever. I hope these people are cruel with her.
- At Luca, who chose to use his fucking prize this round. WTF? If he were here, they couldn't ahve split the votes and I'm pretty sure we could have eliminated whoever. BUT MISTER LUCA doesn't wanna do that.
- At Beau, the biggest bitch of bitches. What did he tell me after the vote? THAT IT WAS MY FAULT AND THAT HE'D BE ELIMINATED SOON BECAUSE OF IT. Son of a bitch, stop it. JUST STOP. I've give so much for you in this game I don,t want to hear it. STFU prick.
- At myself, because your elimination always has causes and I made mistakes. But that's the last thing I wanna think about at this point cause it hurts so much.

#3 - Bargaining
I mean, I am not letting myself get eliminated like that. I've PMed both Tess and Wyatt and I don't think it'll change anything but you never know. My message to Tess was like 1000 words long and I've put a lot of efforts in there. I hope she'll take what I told her into consideration.

#4 - Depression
You know, I can't be that mad at these people over there as they're playing a game and I genuinely can find things I like about everybody here. But I'm so sad. It's really hard. and what makes me even more depressed is how depressed I can get over an online game.

[ellen]

I love you.

[quincy]

Thanks Ellen. I know I've said it a lot, but your support means a lot.

[quincy]

Well I've done what I could, I've fought as much as I could. It's time to go.

I'm actually glad it was a tie so I had one full day to realize and accept the situation. Yeah, I went off on Tess tonight, and it wasn't very classy, but it felt kinda good.

So yeah, afer my elimination, I'll say I made it till Round 10. I'll be in the category of the AJs and of the Gregorys of this game. Instead of the Liams and the Belles (mostly the latter). I've made it there. I've been to DV, idoled someone out, won two individual immunities, been eliminated and resurrected. I am no Belle. That was something hard to take, finishing at the same placement as Belle. But I've made it further and I've left my mark a little bit more.

It's been a rollercoaster game, but I'll leave it with a lot of good memories and a lot of cool people I've met and just... a lot of fun. This ORG has been crazily awesome.