Round 9

[quincy]

AND HERE WE ARE ROUND 9! Round 9, do you guys realize that? And we're 11?

I gotta say Morgan, you've been very obvious about the fact that the F9 will be a double TC with DV and the fact that our idols are good till Final 10. So at this point, I have to make sure the two people whose loyaslty to me I'm least sure off are GONE by then. If I were to single-handedly choose these two, right now, I'd say Stephenie and Tess to go.

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ALERT ALERT I JUST RECEIVED THIS. AM I GETTING RAPED?

[Quincy] hey
[Quincy] sorry about that
[Quincy] Beau?
[Beau] slut
[Beau] what's up?   
[Quincy] slut?
[Quincy]  lol
[Quincy] hmm just wanted to pick things off where we left em
[Beau] cool
[Beau] i love you.
[Beau] you can say it back whenever you can...
[Beau] i know it's sudden.

Who the fuck is this guy?? I don't know if I should laugh or be scared.

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So hmm... let's go back a little. Hannah's boot.

I'm shocked it wasn't 8-4. Beau's vote, okay, someone missed the new info. But Gloria voting for Jessica? Interesting. And unexpected.

It means MY vote was actually the swing. Which makes me sick to my stomach. Hannah was sending me all of these PMs who were so freaking nice. I don't have the exact word, but it was hard to stay stoic in front of those.

And then her speech after her boot... I'd rather have seen her yell and curse and be mad. So much classiness was hard to take. Hannah's such a fantastic player and a great person. I hope she'll get the credit she deserves here.

She did say that I told unnecessary lies. Interesting. I didn't know that was how I was perceived because I my mind, I wasn't telling any lies really. AM I A COMPULSIVE LIAR? idk ugh. I feel like I wasn't lying cause I didn't know what I would be doing FOR REAL at these times.






Anyway, for posterity sake, I'll explain here why I chose to keep Jessica over Hannah.

Eliminating Jessica would have meant turning my back on basically all ofthe remaining Cascades - Vincent, Perry, Stephenie, and Yvette. As I'm not close to any of them, Jessica is the tool I'm using to make sure they vote the way I want, which is not against me.

Moreover, if I had done so, the power would have then lied in the hands of Tess/Hannah/Wyatt, who, with THEIR connections with Cascade, would have taken the role Gloria/Luca/I are playing at this point: the powerful swing votes.

Also, right now, I HAVE burnt bridges with Napa. But WHO's Napa now? It's basically Tess and Wyatt as Beau's my bitch. It takes work, but he is. And Cascade is so happy to be in control that Wyatt and Tess basically HAVE to come to us cause if they don't they're gone.

All in all, I feel rather confident in my decision.

[quincy]

Oh and right now I don't know if I should try to win immunity. I mean, I've kinda won it by luck twice, so if I were to win it AGAIN, I'd be an obvious target as a challenge threat. And I'm not good enough in challenges to be able to survive this label.

And I am preeetty sure I can survive the vote without immunity. I'd never get over it if I were to get eliminated this round though.

[quincy]

so hmm Jessica‘s already PMing me that we can‘t eliminate Steph this round??? after she REPEATEDLY said so last round. Lying bitch.

did I make a mistake? Maybe. I‘ll have to talk to Gloria and Luca so we can figure out our options.

[quincy]

I'm so tired. I don't know where we are at this point. Beau is driving nuts, more than ever. Gloria, I have no idea where she stands and I am scared of an old Cascade domination which would have been caused by me.

Hopefully Yvette can go.

Real confessional tomorrow, sorry

[quincy]

I just watched Survivor. I can't be the ONLY one who thinks Beau's just like Brandon? Right?

[quincy]

This Tribal Council is such a clusterfuck. ONCE AGAIN, I'm in the middles. Gloria pretty much left Luca and I high and dry after voting against Jessica and she is REQUESTING her elimination now. Who does she think she is?

And then there's this whole let's eliminate Jessica shit. She's been targetted by many people in the challenge and once again, Stephenie and Yvette's actions don't make sense. Yvette eliminating Luca? And later on, I told Steph that (a)- I wanted Tess gone soon and (b)- I had to explain myself about the pre-game rumour. What happens next? I receive a PM from Tess saying that (a)- I wanted her gone and (b)-she was mad because of the pre-game rumour. BITCH YOU THINK THAT HELPS YOU?

So yeah, I pushed hard to eliminate Yvette to Jess and co., but Beau had been such a bitch that they wouldn't do it. So here I am, 20 minutes before the deadline, having to choose between two of my best allies, Jessica and Beau. And I don't want either to go.

So I came up with a plan. All of cascade AND Luca are voting for Beau. Gloria and Wyatt have voted Jessica already. If me and the 2 other people in chat at the time (Beau and Tess) vote against Stephenie, and I use my idol on Beau, Stephenie would be gone.

So they agree and I think it'll work. But SEVEN MINUTES before the votes, Steph logs in. And she's been told everything. Like I feared, Tess told her and it was a plan to eliminate Jessica and my idol.And there's two minutes. I don't know what happened cause Steph is cryptic at that point.

Luca signed in then. GOD if I had known he would have, I wouldn't have told Tess about this and I would have done this with Luca.

So if my math is good, Jess will be gone (4)-4-3. And it sucks. SO MUCH. I'm embarassed and devastated. We're going to have to take this alliance seriously now. ALL OF US who aren't in it.

[quincy]

I hate how Napa couldn't just have came back together and voted out Stephenie or Yvette like I wanted (lol so greedy). It would have been logical/simple.