Post by Hannah on Mar 9, 2013 4:21:46 GMT -5
Oh my merge.
First off I have to say thank GOD for it. Purple rocks, although they kept me safe, booted Quincy, and without him and and Beau would have been up shit creek without a paddle. So the merge automatically gave me hope on that front. I mean just reuniting with people that I have naturally got along with better is a breath of fresh air. Tess, my #1, thank god I have her back with me, because I need her in this game. That is one person I have always trusted since early in the game, 100%, and will continue to trust, 100% (as long as she doesn't pull a Jessica on me).
Then Gloria and Quincy come back from Purgatory. Good...in a sense. Gloria is distant, and weary of me I believe, even though I had NO role in her being voted out (although I wish I did). Quincy coming back was both a blessing...and a curse. I feel like, yes, Quincy does trust me a bit because of how honest I had to be with him come last round, but then he also probably still has a lot of doubt in me just based on our past together.
Right now my preferable alliance would be 'Napa' strong, but I don't see that going to well. Wyatt and Tess did quite the amazing job outcasting not only Luca, but also Gloria from our group, so the chances of that coming together are slim. Myself, Beau, and Tess however...we seem solid, a group that can go far together, and Beau is quite a good lapdog, so it'd be nice if that group could stay together. Add Wyatt into the equation...that is 4...and 6 is all that is needed for a time in this situation. I think if me and Tess work our magic (mostly Tess) then we can bring in Yvette and Stephenie, and that could form a 6 strong group. Hell 1 more vote and that is a 7 person majority. I mean a lot of that is speculation, and it is very possible that it will not happen BUT there must always be hope.
Beau however has been getting on my nerves. Yes I understand that I have unjustifiably screwed him a few times in this game. I didn't tell him about Nick being voted off, I didn't tell him about my real power, but I feel that I have more than made up for it. Hell it if wasn't for me, he would have been voted off last round, probably lost purgatory, and no longer even be in the game, so I feel like some gratitude is needed. But do I get any? No...I get the cold shoulder, and I constantly have to fight to gain his trust, and its such a draining experience. I hate that I am in an alliance with him to be quite honest, because he is just SUCH an emotional player, and yes I am an emotional player too, but I know when shit hits the fan that I have to tuck my emotions in my purse and put on my game face...Beau however just grabs his stiletto heels and trots around like he is a girl on her period. It is SOOOO over the top, and SOOOO unnecessary. Half the time he is calling me out in front of other people, basically making me look like the biggest scum on the face of the earth, and soon its going to make me fed up.
He can quickly become the sheep for slaughter if he doesn't mind himself. That is not to say I have ultimate control at this point in the game, but hey, I've turned shit around in my favor several times before, who's to say I can't do it again to send Beau packing later. Now don't take this as if I don't like Beau or don't trust him, because I do like him and do trust him quite a lot, he is just tiring me.
My best bet right now is to win immunity. I have an advantage, as minimal as it may be, which ups my odds to win immunity. Winning immunity right now is PIVOTAL, not only does it keep me safe, but if a tie vote does somehow occur, then I'm safe regardless of what goes down at this tribal council, and that in and of itself gives me some leeway to control the votes this round.
My target? Jessica. She threw my name in the mud and made me out to look like some horrible bitch last round, and she hasn't apologized for it. Ya, I've given her some fake speech about how I'd 'LOVE' to work with her still, and how everything was a big 'MISUNDERSTANDING' but I know I can trust her as far as I can throw her. Shes a 100 pound devil with a fake Cheshire smile.
That's all for now. Hopefully more to come after the challenge results, when I have more information to go off of, and when I have talked to more people.
First off I have to say thank GOD for it. Purple rocks, although they kept me safe, booted Quincy, and without him and and Beau would have been up shit creek without a paddle. So the merge automatically gave me hope on that front. I mean just reuniting with people that I have naturally got along with better is a breath of fresh air. Tess, my #1, thank god I have her back with me, because I need her in this game. That is one person I have always trusted since early in the game, 100%, and will continue to trust, 100% (as long as she doesn't pull a Jessica on me).
Then Gloria and Quincy come back from Purgatory. Good...in a sense. Gloria is distant, and weary of me I believe, even though I had NO role in her being voted out (although I wish I did). Quincy coming back was both a blessing...and a curse. I feel like, yes, Quincy does trust me a bit because of how honest I had to be with him come last round, but then he also probably still has a lot of doubt in me just based on our past together.
Right now my preferable alliance would be 'Napa' strong, but I don't see that going to well. Wyatt and Tess did quite the amazing job outcasting not only Luca, but also Gloria from our group, so the chances of that coming together are slim. Myself, Beau, and Tess however...we seem solid, a group that can go far together, and Beau is quite a good lapdog, so it'd be nice if that group could stay together. Add Wyatt into the equation...that is 4...and 6 is all that is needed for a time in this situation. I think if me and Tess work our magic (mostly Tess) then we can bring in Yvette and Stephenie, and that could form a 6 strong group. Hell 1 more vote and that is a 7 person majority. I mean a lot of that is speculation, and it is very possible that it will not happen BUT there must always be hope.
Beau however has been getting on my nerves. Yes I understand that I have unjustifiably screwed him a few times in this game. I didn't tell him about Nick being voted off, I didn't tell him about my real power, but I feel that I have more than made up for it. Hell it if wasn't for me, he would have been voted off last round, probably lost purgatory, and no longer even be in the game, so I feel like some gratitude is needed. But do I get any? No...I get the cold shoulder, and I constantly have to fight to gain his trust, and its such a draining experience. I hate that I am in an alliance with him to be quite honest, because he is just SUCH an emotional player, and yes I am an emotional player too, but I know when shit hits the fan that I have to tuck my emotions in my purse and put on my game face...Beau however just grabs his stiletto heels and trots around like he is a girl on her period. It is SOOOO over the top, and SOOOO unnecessary. Half the time he is calling me out in front of other people, basically making me look like the biggest scum on the face of the earth, and soon its going to make me fed up.
He can quickly become the sheep for slaughter if he doesn't mind himself. That is not to say I have ultimate control at this point in the game, but hey, I've turned shit around in my favor several times before, who's to say I can't do it again to send Beau packing later. Now don't take this as if I don't like Beau or don't trust him, because I do like him and do trust him quite a lot, he is just tiring me.
My best bet right now is to win immunity. I have an advantage, as minimal as it may be, which ups my odds to win immunity. Winning immunity right now is PIVOTAL, not only does it keep me safe, but if a tie vote does somehow occur, then I'm safe regardless of what goes down at this tribal council, and that in and of itself gives me some leeway to control the votes this round.
My target? Jessica. She threw my name in the mud and made me out to look like some horrible bitch last round, and she hasn't apologized for it. Ya, I've given her some fake speech about how I'd 'LOVE' to work with her still, and how everything was a big 'MISUNDERSTANDING' but I know I can trust her as far as I can throw her. Shes a 100 pound devil with a fake Cheshire smile.
That's all for now. Hopefully more to come after the challenge results, when I have more information to go off of, and when I have talked to more people.