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ROUND 7
Mar 5, 2013 11:04:50 GMT -5
Post by beau on Mar 5, 2013 11:04:50 GMT -5
I was a little shocked that Nick went home. I'm not sure what to think. If Hannah flipped, she just screwed me, royally. I told her to be honest with me, and that I would vote with her, no questions. It doesn't make sense that she flipped too, unless she assumes I'm not "in" with this cross-alliance that she suggested a couple days ago, with Jessica, Tess, Yvette and Steph. It's clear that they are trying to take out the men again, which is extremely annoying. With Quincy having the idol, I'm the only logical next target... If Quincy flipped, this could be ok. Hannah would then be the next target I would hope, but I'm still confused why he would vote Nick out at all. This is all really annoying to me, because I try to play this game with integrity and loyalty, and nobody seems to award me ANY honesty. I told Vincent that I wanted to help him out, I was Hannah AND Quincy's savior when votes were coming their way, and yet none of them seem to be interested in working with me long term. This tribe is a bunch of morons to continue to piss off probably one of the most LOYAL players in this game...
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ROUND 7
Mar 6, 2013 11:09:29 GMT -5
Post by beau on Mar 6, 2013 11:09:29 GMT -5
So we lost the challenge, and I'm really feeling the heat. Jessica is making up lies about who said what about me, which is exactly what Gloria did. I really have no intention of turning on Hannah, even though she really put me in a tough spot. From the way I see it, I'm at the bottom of the pecking order...Cascade doesn't seem to care for me, and Hannah completely and utterly LIED to me about who she was voting for. I'm not feeling confident, but Quincy has the idol, and Hannah has a "double vote"...supposedly. I don't know if I trust that.
All in all, I am feeling at the very bottom of this tribe. I have not done very well in the challenges, and I'm not feeling good about half my tribe. It's frustrating though, because I have felt near the bottom of the ladder since the first day I came into this game. I have turned my game into an underdog one, and I hate it, because it means constant struggle, and I'll be fighting for survival from now until the end of my game.
I am however, good at this game. I don't doubt my abilities or feel like I can't overcome the obstacles. I just want to have a strategy going into any merge (if I make it lol) and to fall back on, because it doesn't seem like I can trust anyone at this point. If I can play follower for a while, and let players ruin their own games, like they are doing, I'm hoping to skate through and show them that even though I never had any power in the game, I made it far without needing to vie for power. So hopefully in the end someone on the bottom can sit in the end and say, "Look at me, I'm here, and none of you thought I knew what I was doing. Bottoms Up!"
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