Round 6 Confessional.

[Hannah]

Lets start with a prayer.

'Hail Dallas, full of grace, the lord be with thee....and thank you for giving the other tribe the STRENGTH to get that CUNT Gloria out of the game. AMEN'

Ok, so Gloria getting out actually makes me have to reevaluate and rethink my entire game. I felt like I would have a reason to vote out Quincy, and to flip the game on its head because I would still have the goal to get out Gloria, but that goal has been accomplished, not by me of course but still. So now at this point, what do I do, I have a LOT of power.

I can either FLIP and vote out Quincy, causing turmoil and drama in the game and possibly set up myself for failure, or vote out Vincent, play it safe, and keep in the good graces of a few people. The reason I say I could set myself up for failure is because Yvette, Stephenie, Vincent, Perry, and Jessica could form a 5 person coalition come merge, which would leave me as a sixth wheel, which is NOT a place where I want to be. Now if I go with my original tribe, I leave Quincy in with idol (which could be a bad thing) but I also have ins with Tess and Beau which could come to help me. We would have 6 people to the 4 of the other tribe, but who knows, Luca could switch quickly and we could easily only have 5 to 5, which would just be....just as bad for me.

Either way I go, I will be in a bad bad spot, so I am not sure which direction I want to go quite yet. I mean I had my mind made up come yesterday, but now...there are options, options that can help me or hurt me, and I have no idea which path to take. I have an entire weekend to think about everything and to get my head straight, to talk to Jessica, Vincent, and Perry as well as all my former Napas.

I dont have much more to elaborate on yet, because I am not quite sure what path I am going down. At this point I am going down the path of evil, or the path of good, and only the end result will tell.

Spread your wings and fly they said...Challenge accepted!

[Hannah]

Hmmm.....

Just hmm.....

I had reservations where I was going in this game due to Gloria being out of the game, but those reservations were smashed when Tess gave me the go-ahead to get ready and get out Quincy. Oh, but just one minor hiccup in that plan, he has that pretty immunity necklace around his neck. UGH. Really? Like of all the people...he brings home the prize. Maybe I should have been studying the past seasons a bit more (since I am sure I did horrible in that portion of the challenge) or maybe I should have been a bit more alert for the puzzle, but just UGH, it could have been a guarantee that only one of him and Gloria could have came back into the game, but now its possible that they both make the merge (slim chance but still possible, which is a sucky prospect)

The funny thing about this all is I started this game wanting to play a very...lets say, angelic game. I wanted to be honest, up front, loyal, and all that other shit, but after the first few rounds not going my way I had to turn into this demon, a demon with high heels. And this vote...well its going to solidify that. Because I cannot vote out Quincy, and because I feel like Beau should be in my core alliance, it looks like its time to cut the had off the Nick snake. I feel bad about it because..when it was me or Rosey on the chopping block, hes the reason why it was Rosey's name getting written down and not my own. But this game is ruthless and I found that out the hard way many times, so I cant feel bad for the kid. Hes probably getting voted out this round, and as bad as I feel, it feels a bit like revenge for voting out two of my close allies.

But besides the vote, I have set something up for the next few rounds when the merge comes. I talked to both Tess and Jessica, and both seem down for an alliance come merge that consists of 3 people from Cascade and 3 people from Napa. It seemed like the general consensus was a 'girl power' theme, with the people in the alliance being Jessica, Yvette, and Stephenie from Cascade, and myself, Tess, and Beau from Napa. Beau may not be on board, and if that is the case, he can be replaced by Wyatt. This all obviously relies on going into the merge will all of us still in the game, which I am confident should happen.

My closest allies at the moment? Probably Jessica and Tess. Me and Tess have kept our line of communication open throughout this entire swap procedure, and Jessica is just a girl I click with so well, someone who I enjoy, and someone who I would like to go far with. Also she is a CHALLENGE beast, so the target on her back and not mine...who doesn't love that. That's all I have for you right now, but more to come for sure.

[Host]

Some questions for our PWing pleasure!

-Who do you want to see at the merge?
-Who do you not want to see at the merge?
-Who do you want to return from Purgatory?
-Are you worried about prizes?
-Who are the three people you trust the most?
-Who would be your ideal Final 3?

[Hannah]

Mar 4, 2013 10:01:33 GMT -5 Host said:

Some questions for our PWing pleasure!

-Who do you want to see at the merge?
-Who do you not want to see at the merge?
-Who do you want to return from Purgatory?
-Are you worried about prizes?
-Who are the three people you trust the most?
-Who would be your ideal Final 3?

I assume the merge will happen at 10...because after this double elimination will come 1 more single elimination, which will leave us with 10 people. At that point my ideal merged cast would be: Myself, Jessica, Vincent, Beau, Perry, Yvette, Stephenie, Nick, Wyatt, and Tess.

I would hate to see Quincy make the merge, just because after this round, I know that he will not trust me, and will probably be after me, but it seems like...like he will most probably make the merge, bummer I know.

I will NOT be able to stand if Gloria comes back into this game from purgatory, I mean literally I could stand anyone else BUT her. She just feels so entitled, and is so bossy, I do not need that come merge. And keep Ian out (assuming he gets voted out) because he is her little lapdog it seems!

in regard to the prizes, I am not worried. My plan to flush out Quincy's idol is still in effect, and also I know who has all the powers, and what powers they have, and that in and of itself is power in my hands. Because of all of that, I feel good with the powers left in the game.

The three people I trust the most are undoubtedly Tess, Jessica, and Beau. Tess and Beau for obvious reasons, they stuck their necks out on the line for me to try and keep Rosey in the game, and Jess, I just have clicked so well with me so far, and I do love that.

I would love to see myself, Tess, and Jessica in the final 3, but I also have to think, and remember, that i need to construct a finals crew that will cater to me winning the game, I cannot be playing for second place. Hopefully in that department my heart won't overrule my head and make me make a stupid move.

[Hannah]

Decisions. They suck. And I'm stuck with one now. I either decide to keep me voting out Nick a secret from Beau, which could burn the bridge from someone who already feels alone and vulnerable, or I can decide to tell him my plan, see if he comes along with me, and work forward with him in this game. The thing that I fear most about telling Beau my plan is...what if he disagrees with me. What if he warns the other two of my plan, tell them to use Quincy's idol on Nick, and possibly vote me. That could wreck me in this game, hell it could send me packing. I just want to be able to have a trusting relationship with Beau, like I have now, after this vote, and I don't see that happening if I do not let him in on this plan of mine. Decisions decisions.

Apart from that decisions, I have another to make. Tess has approached me with a 'solid 4' person alliance within the 6 person I was talking about yesterday. To refresh, the 6 person alliance would consist of Myself, Tess, Jessica, Yvette, Stephenie, and Beau. The 4 within that 6 would consist of Tess, Yvette, Stpehenie, and myself. This leads me to believe that Tess is getting some mighty strong bonds with the girls of former Cascade (minus Jessica of course). If Tess is willing to drop all Napa, besides myself, for these two girls, who knows, maybe she is willing to go to the Final 3 with these two. So that is a decision that I have to make, if it gets down to that point. Do I solidify this final 4 deal, or do I be my old paranoid self and question my position in the game. I mean hell final 4 is good, but if Tess was to side with them over me, that would screw my game royally, and if I didn't win immunity, it would give me 4th place obviously, which is something that I do not, and can not accept.

Lot to think about, hopefully I stay in this game for a few more rounds, so I have time to think haha.